I'm going to finish my last subject on 1st of July. After that, my friends are going to throw me a bday party at their wine bar - LaLe. I can't wait for it since I already have bought my dress~~
It's almost 3a.m. I dun feel sleepy at all.. I guess I had too much things on my mind. I can't really tell what r they. What is bothering me the most.. I have been confusing on too many things, I hate this feeling. No one really understands me, even myself.. I hardly opened my heart to ppl too. Expecially in SH. I shouldn't trust anyone here. Every single steps I take everyday has to be very careful, about what I've said, what I've done.. Or maybe I'm just being too sensitive.
I love my life here coz shanghai is such a big city,and I can just be a passer in the street because I'm tiny. But also a city which has much more complicated social networks. I can't blame on the driver when I stuck in the cab and was late for my class. Usually the driver would put the blame on me that I din wake up earlier enough. That made me so pissed off. Being a consumer and U swallow your words. Although I missed my life in miri,but once u walked away, you will never want to go back.. 人真的是很贱，越是得不到的就越想得到，越是到不了的地方就越想去。
庆祝今天:)
